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| Neh....Sorry about the bull shit I pulled. and Mitch, everytime I get a new sn, delete it if you need to. You dun have to go to my new site if you Don't want to. i'm just saying....And yeah, Adria, I agree with you. The only reason I got pissed is because I didn't know what people were saying about me. That's all. And I'm sorry I got pissed at you. -_- *slight hug* Anyways, my new sn is romantic_chibi so....Yeah. Anywho, later guys. Post on my new one if you wish. and I'm sorry again that I keep changing my s/n's 24-7... | | |
| *sighs* i'm creating a new site...dats it....i'm tired of people judging me....good bye. | | |
| *sighs* Ok....so today's a new day. I'm not as pissed off before, but I am tired....*yawns* I do feel better though. I got to talked to Juan last night, which was a mega plus. *smiles* Until he got into the conversation of getting to meet and make out with Alexis from Gilmore Girls. You never know when he's joking around and lying....And it upset me.....I felt like crying cause he kept on going on of how hot and cute she is....Maybe he should just go with her....He had fun right? *sighs again* I dunno....I dunno what to think or say or do....I'm just confused it all...And when he keeps talking about all his other ex g/f's, I honestly get annoyed, pissed off, and jealous about it. I wish he'd stop....And even saying he'd break up with me if I didn't moan for him over the phone....I honestly started to cry after that. I couldn't help it. He doesn't know he hurts me...Or does he? I dunno....I'm trying not to assume anything...I'm seriously not....But what if... | | |
| AW!!!!!!! I'm so FUCKING happy right now! Juan changed his mind!!!!! YES! Wooohooo!!!! You dunno WHAT I wanna do with him right now!!!!! *evil laugh* Muwahahaha!!!! ~_^ *winks* Ahahahaha!!!! Sorry if any of this comes to a surprise to anyone, but it's honestly how I feel. Hopefully I get to go there...To Puerto Rico that is....Mmmhm! Yeah baby! Wooohooo! God it feels good to be alive and actually have someone to REALLY care for and have that same loving person care for you as well. I love him so god damn much, I can't wait to see his hottness....Anywhere, anytime baby. It dun matter. ~_^ | | |
| *Huggles everyone tightly, especially Juan* Sorry I can't get on for a few days, but hopefully sooner, y'all. I got grounded cause my damn sis ratting me out because of my grades and the phone bill. I talked to Juan because I want to so badly and because I love him more than anything else in this world. No one really understands me....Only Juan....*sighs* Thankfully, my Dad said that he'd help me with going to Puerto Rico...I really want to. I wanna see Juan so badly and I wanna meet his adorable okata (mom)! ^_^ Yep! Well, school was ok. I dreampt of Juan ALL day, as usual, and grinned out of nowhere. My friend Michaela started laughing at me in Biology today cause we were watching this movie is diseases and stuff, but there was also this Puerto Rican family. Once they said "Puerto Rican" I looked over at Michaela who grinned and we started laughing. But yeah! I even started writing in my own journal now and all I've written about is Juan practically, the other part was complaining about getting grounded, but that was only the short version. So yeah! Well, i'm gonna fly off! *kisses Juan*
Love Always,
Ashie-Chan | | |
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