*sighs* Ok....so today's a new day. I'm not as pissed off before, but I am tired....*yawns* I do feel better though. I got to talked to Juan last night, which was a mega plus. *smiles* Until he got into the conversation of getting to meet and make out with Alexis from Gilmore Girls. You never know when he's joking around and lying....And it upset me.....I felt like crying cause he kept on going on of how hot and cute she is....Maybe he should just go with her....He had fun right? *sighs again* I dunno....I dunno what to think or say or do....I'm just confused it all...And when he keeps talking about all his other ex g/f's, I honestly get annoyed, pissed off, and jealous about it. I wish he'd stop....And even saying he'd break up with me if I didn't moan for him over the phone....I honestly started to cry after that. I couldn't help it. He doesn't know he hurts me...Or does he? I dunno....I'm trying not to assume anything...I'm seriously not....But what if...