omega_tokyo_gurl's Xanga

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 11:28:48 GMT

Neh....Sorry about the bull shit I pulled. and Mitch, everytime I get a new sn, delete it if you need to. You dun have to go to my new site if you Don't want to. i'm just saying....And yeah, Adria, I agree with you. The only reason I got pissed is because I didn't know what people were saying about me. That's all. And I'm sorry I got pissed at you. -_- *slight hug* Anyways, my new sn is romantic_chibi so....Yeah. Anywho, later guys. Post on my new one if you wish. and I'm sorry again that I keep changing my s/n's 24-7...

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 13:55:23 GMT

*sighs* i'm creating a new site...dats it....i'm tired of people judging me....good bye.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 11:03:13 GMT

*sighs* Ok....so today's a new day. I'm not as pissed off before, but I am tired....*yawns* I do feel better though. I got to talked to Juan last night, which was a mega plus. *smiles* Until he got into the conversation of getting to meet and make out with Alexis from Gilmore Girls. You never know when he's joking around and lying....And it upset me.....I felt like crying cause he kept on going on of how hot and cute she is....Maybe he should just go with her....He had fun right? *sighs again* I dunno....I dunno what to think or say or do....I'm just confused it all...And when he keeps talking about all his other ex g/f's, I honestly get annoyed, pissed off, and jealous about it. I wish he'd stop....And even saying he'd break up with me if I didn't moan for him over the phone....I honestly started to cry after that. I couldn't help it. He doesn't know he hurts me...Or does he? I dunno....I'm trying not to assume anything...I'm seriously not....But what if...

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 00:06:39 GMT

AW!!!!!!! I'm so FUCKING happy right now! Juan changed his mind!!!!! YES! Wooohooo!!!! You dunno WHAT I wanna do with him right now!!!!! *evil laugh* Muwahahaha!!!! ~_^ *winks* Ahahahaha!!!! Sorry if any of this comes to a surprise to anyone, but it's honestly how I feel. Hopefully I get to go there...To Puerto Rico that is....Mmmhm! Yeah baby! Wooohooo! God it feels good to be alive and actually have someone to REALLY care for and have that same loving person care for you as well. I love him so god damn much, I can't wait to see his hottness....Anywhere, anytime baby. It dun matter. ~_^

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 20:43:13 GMT

*Huggles everyone tightly, especially Juan* Sorry I can't get on for a few days, but hopefully sooner, y'all. I got grounded cause my damn sis ratting me out because of my grades and the phone bill. I talked to Juan because I want to so badly and because I love him more than anything else in this world. No one really understands me....Only Juan....*sighs* Thankfully, my Dad said that he'd help me with going to Puerto Rico...I really want to. I wanna see Juan so badly and I wanna meet his adorable okata (mom)! ^_^ Yep! Well, school was ok. I dreampt of Juan ALL day, as usual, and grinned out of nowhere. My friend Michaela started laughing at me in Biology today cause we were watching this movie is diseases and stuff, but there was also this Puerto Rican family. Once they said "Puerto Rican" I looked over at Michaela who grinned and we started laughing. But yeah! I even started writing in my own journal now and all I've written about is Juan practically, the other part was complaining about getting grounded, but that was only the short version. So yeah! Well, i'm gonna fly off! *kisses Juan*

Love Always,

Ashie-Chan

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 10:32:01 GMT

Hey peoples...I'm only posting a short one this time. The lyrics to Sleeping With Ghosts...By Placebo. The lyrics and song are awesome! ^^ I'll try to put a download on a small site for you, including some other songs by Placebo. Well, Here are the lyrics.

The sea's evaporated
Though it comes as no surprise
These clouds we're seeing
Their explosions in the sky
It seems it's written
But we can't read between the line

Hush
It's okay
Dry your eye
Dry your eye
Soulmate dry your eye
Dry your eye
Soulmate dry your eye
Cause soulmates never die

This one world vision
Turns us in to compromise
What good's religion
When it's each other we despise
Damn the government
Damn the killing
Damn the lies

Hush
It's okay
Dry your eyes
Dry your eyes
Soulmate dry your eyes
Dry your eyes
Soulmate dry your eyes
Cause soulmates never die

Soulmates never die
Never die
Soulmates never die
Never die...
Soulmates never die
Soulmates never die
Soulmates never die
Soulmates never die

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Yay! today's Juan's Birthday! He's 15! Yay! ^_____^ Amo tu, Juan, always and forever sweetheart. ~_^

Love Always,

Ash

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 23:45:29 GMT

Ok! So this is my xanga site!!!! Spankin brand new!!!! XD Sorry I keep changing it guys, all my other name's are way too depressing!!!!! At least that's what some poeple have told me...*sighs happily*

Anyway, sorry for my hyperness. I'm just in a good mood right now. Yeppers! I'm talking to my sweet best buddy Ken-San! He's awesome! Yeah! I also talked to Juan earlier today, which made my depressing boring day brighten up. And talking to Ken as well.

But you guys know I love Juan more than anything in this entire world!!!! He's honestly the man I've been searching for ^_^;

I wonder how Patrick and Kristen are doing? *ponders* Hm....dunno. I dunno if Patrick's even home. Probably with Kristen. Yay! Hehe!!!!

Anyhow!!!!!! I'm gonna go!!!!! Later guys!!!! Have a good ass day mother fuckers!!!! Muwahahahaha!!!! XD Eh heh....Sorry!

Love to all!

Ash